Show Me

Posted by vanillaspice on 10:46 PM
Give unto me your troubles,
I'll endure your suffering,
Place onto your burden,
I'll drink your deathly poison..



Greetings. Finally finalisation is final. only a few more months to go before we move. I hope we'll be good.

yesterday... at Mustafa Ctr... there was this black dude... we were walkin towards each other... and then suddenly..
he came up to me and went like "excuse me blablablablablabla..."
and i went like "huh ??" ...
den he went like "blablablabla Rose ??"...
and i went like "huh ?? No."..
he reiterated his sentence...
and i reiterated my initial response.
Den he went like "what is your name ?"...
den i was like "my name ??(at the same time thinkin whether to tell him my name or not to)... Elly..."

And den my terrified mother shouted "GIRL COME LET'S GO".. hahah. My mama is my hero.

Ohh God of love, peace and mercy.
Why so much suffering ?
I pray for the world,
It gets worst to me,

I wonder if you're listening
When ppl go why do they go ?

Why don't you choose me ?
Someday I know im gonna go
I hope you're waiting for me
.

Daylight Dancer

Posted by vanillaspice on 2:45 AM
okay i've found my Italian name. Elly Nerezza Scabbia. haha. Nerezza sounds evil... Im still stuck on whether to choose Adrianna or Nerezza. Greatness takes time. hahah. as if.

I won the Italian game again yesterday. Divek cheated. He told me Vidic(Man U player) was Italian. HAHA. (dun make me slap you Divek). I know what Italian names or words sound like. I need to always win the Italian game. haha. Or C.Scabbia will be disappointed. Anyway school ytd was all about cussing and sleeping. haha. And i practically went to the stadium twice to clear the locker. haha. I SAVED FEEZA'S DORAEMON.


I managed to catch the re-telecast of Chelsea vs Man U. Wah Kao ehhhh. Chelsea's corner kicks SUCKS lahhh. haiyohhh.. And pls put Wright-Phillips back on the wing lahhh. We need him. Shevchenko is cute. HAHAHA. oooops. Oooooh and lookin at Rooney clutching his ermm groin muscle... it reminds me of my injury. It's bothering me ahh. It's like an on off thing. Like suddenly when u do sit ups or when u randomly try to lift up ur leg... it will hurt TSK TSK... but... Dr. Yong (my A&P lecturer) told me that it's sports injury... so it's kinda normal. YAY!
CHELSEA 2, Man U 1. YAY~!!. GO BALLACK!!


Mike's bday bbq was ermmm... interesting. haha. racist remarks from a few, triggered my Ah Lian persona. HAHA. as if. A LOT OF FOOD. But i only attacked the otak-otak. haha. Mike got thrown into the sea by his secondary sch mates. and ermm sumtin happened which got his mum worried. And his funky-ass friends denied all accusations. fcuk that.

Anywayyyyyyyyyy............ i almost mastered the whole lyrics of Senzafine. haha. im tryna embrace my Italian inner-self. haha. Okay i shud stop b4 i crap further.


LACUNACOILLACUNACOILLACUNACOIL.imdone.LACUNACOILLACUNACOILLACUNACOIL

explode

Posted by vanillaspice on 10:22 PM
Hair low, hair low.

trainin days are changed to mondays and thursdays. tsk. And during wednesday's blood practical... i cant believe i was THAT freaked out lahhh. But nonetheless, i was pricked... but my blood didnt flow out that much. haha. we needed four drops of blood. so u had to practically squeeze the life out of ur fingers to obtain 4 drops of blood sample. haha. that is unless ur name is Divek... coz he didnt need to squeeze his fingers. And after squeezin the life out of my ring finger... it turned purple at the incision point. wah kao... after that... went to give Mimi back her jacket... who happens to be waiting in line to donate her blood... WAH KAO... i saw the yakult straw needle goin just underneath the skin...... EWWWWWWWWWWWW....... hahah. i initially wanted to donate blood. but... after seein the condition that my finger was in after a small prick... i dun think i can donate blood. lol.


Didnt go for trainin... coz had to do a research on an impressive biomedical product. TSK. And the rest of the week was just.......... bleahhhh~. Cost accountin was super soporific... that it caused me to be sleepy for the whole day.... haha.

Anyway ytd... walked the whole bout of TM and CS with Mimi... for errr fun ?? coz i was bored... and thanks SYAMIMI for entertainin my craps. The get-to-know-me-better session was pretty interesting. NIKE rocks.

Hmmm... tmr is Mike's bday bbq. at Sembawang Park. wah kao ehhh. seabay jingle bells. so far one. Hope it'll be as fun as last time. haha. but i hate the place. so desolated....


And Mimi made me realise that i have no like specific liking for something... for example ... my fav food... i dun have one.... my fav colour... i dun have one either. haha. But khai reassured me that i like a variety of things. haha. yeahh true. I like a myriad of things... diversified is good. be convinced.

And i want Uh Huh Her's new album. pretty please. I like their brand of indie electronica kinda thing. haha.

IM DONE!!

P.S. I love cake.



Weight of the World.

Posted by vanillaspice on 11:46 PM
HELLO WORLD~!!


Alright alright... Saturday spent at my Aunt's hse was PIZZA. hahaha. it's been a while since i ate PIZZA. hoooo~ And i taught my cuzzin how to do pri 2 compo. wahhh kao. i totally forgot that when we were in the lower primary classes... we wud have pictures and helping words to write a composition. soooo fun.... haha


Sunday's futsal tourney was.............. HOT!!! not hot as in sexy kinda hot. but HOT as in SCORCHING HOT... like OUCH!!!.. well... the fixtures suck. coz my team's first match was with Nanyang Divas. HAHA! which is Angie's team. Angie and me were arguin like.."we draw lahh... so get one point each".. "no but this one our first match... let us score lahhh"....haha. But the first match was the most fun one. haha. And Mimi's trademark finger gesture was funny lahh !! i will never forget that one. HAHAH. YOU ROCK MI!! Cheating team didnt win.... booo hiss booo... but i bet all of us had fun lahhh....

BUT!!! im freakin TANNED. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........


TSK. everytime i look down at my arms... im reminded at how dark i've gotten since sunday. TSK TSK TSK~!!!!. iahfkagsufywai. And... it's my first time gettin sun burnt~!!! and why does it have to be on my face. wah kaoz. And my classmates had to rub it in lahh... especially Mike and Ashrof. wah kao.

Cristiano Mozzati rocks lahhh... his percussion arrangement is freakin cool... ultimately better than Rocky's. haha. seriously. Lacuna Coil's songs have more exciting dums than EV's. lol. the more i look at C. Scabbia the more she looks like a vampire.

And my haircut... My Aunt finds it cute. HAHAHA. And i've been asked what my haircut is called.... just go to ur hairdresser and say... "I want Ah Lian hair".... HAHA!!. i dunno what it's called... hahah. and Mimi stop it with the "baby hair".

Yesterday.... Divek and I were so bored during the night lecture... that we played a game... who ever lists the most Italian/Portugese/German/Latin word wins. I won the Italian one. HAHAH!!. What can I say... Cri taught me a lot. haha. as if.

Alright porkchops. IT'S A WRAP~!!!

your heaven's a lie

Posted by vanillaspice on 5:30 AM
hair low hair low.



FINALLY~!!.... CLUB CRAWL IS DONE!!. hoorayy~





Informations acquired :

1) Songs that are in my mp3 player will never suit everyone else's taste in music. LIKE SERIOUSLY. haha. AND OF COURSE VICE VERSA.



2)My maths lecturer looks like Hannibal Lecter. And he teaches too fast. He needs to know that im slow in maths. IM RIGHT BRAINED!!!



3)Irrationality annoys me.

4)Makin random new friends while sittin at the booth during club crawl is fun!! hahah.

5)Im always predisposed to having bitch fits.



Well anyway.... CLUB CRAWL was............. ermmmm... FUN!.... i think.... hahha... the first day was better lahhh... it was more ermmm... what's meriah in English ?? ... ermm according to Feeza... it's HAPPENING!!... and so be it.... it sounds apt. haha. (brain not in translatin mode today). Second day... was a little more mellow than the first.... ohh well.... but during the 2 days of club crawl... i played A LOT OF SPORTS.... soccer, badminton, frisbee, sepak takraw, chap tehhh, captain's ball, floorball...(which i suck at)





The stupid sepak takraw hit my face. hahah!. PAIN ehhh. Met a few interestin people.... haha. didnt see Harris Haron thou. TSK. BUT GOT ANG MOH ahhh join our team. Wooooo to the Hoooo~

Haha we've got 58 on the list.. i dunno whether they've excluded Beyonce Knowles on the list. HAHAHA. coz me and Fran wrote that.






First week of school... is ermmm.... okayy i guess... cant wait for Sunday... hoooohoooo. I hate Sly's cheatin team. She's so freakin excited ahhh to have all the good players in her team. basketball porkchop mouse.

"This next song... i always sing during my periods... it's called... 'Swamped'(my favourite song at the moment)...". LOL~!!. Cristina Scabbia Rocks.

Interviewer : What exactly is Lacuna Coil
C.Scabbia : It's a band.(with a straight face)

Okay sorry i got sidetracked. haha. Anyway cant wait to see the new girlies. Especially the ang moh. Whoooopdeeedoooo. And i've got lots of shits/sheets to complete by next week. URGH~!!.





I love her. HAHA. reminds me of Alice.


ALRIGHT~!!. IT'S A WRAP~!!!

ENJOY THE SILENCE

Posted by vanillaspice on 1:01 AM
Yo yo yo...

OMG. I swear i cant believe i just went for school ytd. haha. kinda mixed feelings lahh. So much for no tutorials on the first day.... thanks.....


Lookin at freshies waiting for their classmates at the atrium reminded me that im one year older than them. hahah! WOW... really wow... Anyway had breakfast with my classmates at 9. hoooo. I swear Michael Chin needs to cut his hair... and dun listen to Ashrof.... it's all lies!!. hahaha.

Ohhh how i miss block K or J or H or whatever SHS blocks. Lovely. but didnt meet any of my SHS friends. TSK. i still rmb seein Feeza in one of the nursing blocks and she said to me "Why are you tresspassing ??" HAHAH. basket sia. anyway bring on A&P!!

And I am glad to say that.... this year's lecturers can at least speak decent english. But there's this one lecturer... he teaches GMP. WOW. Love his use of vocab. but hates his American pronunciation. LOL. seriously. can't we all just pronounce words in British English. And he thinks he's funny.... but he's not. haha. Im still dreading maths.... urgh... but wells. And i met Huda... and had a really looooooooong conversation with her. haha. unexpected. but heyy... i miss her lahhhh!

AND.... i cut my freakin hair!!! woooooooh~. feels colder. haha. anyway... i swear i think SHANE just cut my hair. seriously. but she wasnt as hott as Shane ahh... and not as receptive as Shane is. But she takes her work seriously. Even styled my hair after that. the hair gunk that she used smells familiar.... not gatsby... but smells like my L'oreal studio architech thingy... but it's really strong sia. it managed to withstand the wind on my way home. haha. Now my hair.... i think i look like AH LIAN AHHH.... hahha. like Fatts... who's actually Tan Ah Lian aka Lee-Ann Evans. No more langsir/curtain fringe. now i can see on the field. haha.


Didnt go for trainin YTD!! tsk. class ended at 8. wow. wells. wont be endin any sooner consecutively. soooooooo i guess i'll be goin for trainin on weds only. sad.


AhLianHairAhLianHairAhLianHairIMGOODTOGOAhLianHairAhLianHairAhLianHair

enjoy the silence

Posted by vanillaspice on 5:55 AM
Note to self : Never listen to LIES by EV late at night. It's fcuken scary. I swear.

ANYWAY.....

Ytd... went to sch for club crawl shits. i use the word shit when im too lazy to describe whatever the hell it is. Reached pretty late and had chica Hanis Speranza waiting. HAHAHA. "how's it feel to be early ??" im not the only late one... the rest were late too. haha. i just had the misfortune of miscalculating the time for me to wake up. LOL

And i never thought that the video would look THAT good. HAHAH. all thanks to the editorial skills of Nuri, Feeza and me. It actually stringed pretty well together. WOW. and OMG video editing is FUN SHITs ahhh. i wanna see it again !! haha. Hanis gave it an applause. HAHA. we shud take a bow Chai Chee-ans.

After those shits... went to Lavender to buy some shits for deco at Concourse. WOW and to our dismay.... the freakin shoppin mall was closed for nuts!!. we freakin braved the rain for nuttin. BUT at least i get to eat MUTTON CHOP at beach road. HAHAHAH. i love the mutton chop there. and omg the most fcukin weird thing happened ahhh.

There was this guy... in his late 40s i presume... We were all standing in front of this stall ordering sumtin.... and i was talkin to Nuri... and he came along... he put his menu on the table... he was sharpening his pencil... but at the same time he was staring at us... at first i saw him staring at me and Nuri... and then after that.... he was givin me his crazy evils... and suddenly he slammed his pencil on the table and muttered sumtin in Malay which was subsonic compared to the noise around us... but im sure it was something harsh judging by his facial expressions... and he was glaring at me with his big round eyes. What the freakin frack did i do to him sia. crazy bitch. Heaven only knows.

Anyway im the gang leader for CK. which stands for Confused Kentals. HAHAHAH. whatever siakk... all the gibbering in mat/minah lingos. Of course i had some trouble conversing like that. haha. But it was fun shits lahhh.

WOW. i need to cut hair. and Yuzil at the most appropriate of times... posted some nice coiffure on her blog. WooooHoooo. i bow to ur superior hair wisdom. hahah!! So i'll post some of those which i think are nice.(To Yuzil, sorry for stealin pics. =D)


really nice mullet ahh.. wah kaoz..



i really like this one..




this one is freakin nice too. im confused.



potong gini pon best ehhh... haha.



this is the slap-me-pls expression that i learnt from Fat aka Lee-Anns



sempat pose sebelum nak train.



Raul taught us the indecent poses. What a mother. haha.



Hanis... u're not a ballerina. pls.



This is what you get when Soccer meets Floorball and Hockey. TEAM E rocks!!

OKAY IT'S A WRAP!! GOOD TO GO!!


hmmm ?

Posted by vanillaspice on 11:27 PM
Yo yO Yo yO.

Sea Bay Jingle Bells. My new timetable is........ hmmmm... wait wait lemme think abt it..... Not Bad ?? actually very bad!! or maybe not... okay im confused. Coz i end at 2130hrs on MONDAY!!! WHAT THE FREAKIN FRACK!! HELLO MODULE COORDINATOR I HAVE A LIFE TO GO TO... i mean training.... but on the bright side.... wait there's no bright side when u dun get to go for training... so on the other hand.... i have no school on Tuesday. WOW. izzit good or izzit bad ?? help pls ? my bipolar tendencies are kickin in. haha.

5-a-side tourney...... quite a controversial event. hmmmm... dun rmb reading THAT part of the rules. Wells..... at least i finally scored a goal... and there's a goalkeeper !!. haha. achievement. *takes a bow*. But it was luck lahhh... Our team did quite well... regardless of our fears of the other teams. haha. and Big Nad... she needs to exercise fair play. hahah. Anyway we got 2nd. After freakin street soccer we had freakin trainin. urghhh. sometimes i love the coach. sometimes i hate him. it's a love-hate relationship. mostly i only love his BOOTS. hahah. yesterday's boots were Adidas PREDATOR sia!! wah kaoz. yellow T90s... predators... what's next ?? mercurial vapor VI ? what a PITA.

Went to YEC meeting ytd. Opened the wrong door. haha. And Atika Kamsan chopped of some of her mane... i think she was goin for the DORA THE EXPLORER look. hahah. Nad has sore eyes. real or not sia NADS. TSK. Yuzil has a job. wah kaoz tak ajak. basketball. But she wont tell me what it is. but only gives me riddles. haha. thanks a lot menyundal. whatever menyundal is.


Senzafine...senzafine...senzafine...

Non c'è scelta senza me. Non c'è vita senza me

Tmr.. club crawl meeting. whooopdeeeeedooo.


LACUNACOIL.LACUNACOIL.LACUNACOIL.im done.LACUNACOIL.LACUNACOIL.LACUNACOIL.

senzafine

Posted by vanillaspice on 3:22 AM
ALRIGHT!!!.

School's startin freakin soon. haiyah... can i have more holidays ?? but i kinda miss school. KINDA. Can't wait for club crawl. HAHA. It shud be fun.

And i realised that i've abandoned my classical pieces. hahaha. no wonder im gettin bipolar-ish. morbid, dark and stormy pieces are cathartic. trust me. my most ultimate favourite piece of all is Totentanz by Franz Liszt. omg. it's so freakin cool. piano and strings and some wind instrument. ohhh the genius that is Franz Liszt. tsk.

Anyway went back to sch on Thurs. For streeeeeeeeeeeeet socceeeeeeeer!! with Sly, Hanis, Nuri, Angie, Fil and Chloe. And a lot of Hanis' friends. althou it was freakin raining... we still played. haha. it was uber fun!!. althou my boots were wet, and the fact that i fell on my back, i must say... that i enjoyed it. Hanis' guy friends weren't as egoistic as most guys wud be when they play soccer with girls. So that made it fun.

5-a-side street soccer tourney tmr. my team ? Sly. Chloe. Angie. Shu Xin. and this other girl. i dunno her name. haha. sorry. Hope we win!!. GO TEAM SLY!!. hahaha. we'll let Sly do all the shits and we do defending.

And Fatts was super kental today. looking at Naj's heels, "wahhh Naj kasut sibei tinggi ahh". HAHAHAH. wth siakk.. with the Ah Lian poise... and the slap-me-pls expression. that was a classic. And Lu's crab.... ahhaha. kental siakk Lus. of all things to keep as a pet. A crab ? and a lobster ? haha. don't we all love the randomness that is Lus and Fatts.

And my Mum. She asked me what i ate at the jemputan. i said "Mama kalau gi jemputan makan apa ??". she said "Mama kalau gi jemputan minum air jerr.." HAHAHA. mak aku pon mcm nak kena cekik. Oooops was that Malay ? haha.

Anyway i wanna learn Italian!! ooooooooooooh. so i can converse with Cristina Scabbia. or maybe Spanish. or Latin ?. hooooo.

And currently im plagued with this notion that i feel like im some kind of side dish for someone's main course of associates. fcuk that. am i that unimportant ? am i so insignificant ? maybe i am. or maybe im delusional. maybe maybe just maybe possibly. but lemme tell u. im not a fcukin pit stop nor a pushover. I always thought that we were that tight. wells maybe maybe not possibly.

anyway... Arsenal and Liverpool... 1-1. TSK. c'mon ARSENAL!!! and YAY to Chelsea who beat Man City 2-0. hooohooo. nice goal by Kalou. woooohooo. Im still confused whether i like Malouda or Kalou. hahaha. they look alike. and i cant remember. hah

Anyway wish me luck tmr. after 5-a-side... there's trainin. i'll be dead by then. alright


Every spoken word
will be the mirror of your sorrow
reflects the fault
feeds hatred




IT'S A WRAP !!